Bad start

Some days you don't know whether to throw up your hands in disgust or surrender.

Matches

Playing with fire you'll end up getting burned... Or wetting your bed.

cigarettes

I know it's wrong, I know it's bad for me. But still I smoke - the reason being that I'm addicted. I buy cigarattetes and I know how expensive it is - believe me, I know how much money I put into it! But I just love it... I love the feel of it, I love the thought of how I think I look with a fag, I love not-giving-a-damn, I love being part of a small club of fellow smokers... and I'm bloody addicted. There's all sorts of chemicals involved - and they're SOO bad for you, I know - but still I'm freaking addicted!

Well, I've got a sister who "doesn't smoke" but she sort of does, anyway - so whenever I'm invited over I bring lot's of cigarettes. Tonight I didn't have lots of cigarettes, and no time to go out and buy an extra packet, so I took out three of the one packet I had "to save for later"... And by the time I got home I'd forgotten where I'd put those 3 extras. I'm frantic by now. I've checked all the places where I could've possibly put them. I've checked all the places where I definitly did NOT put them. For crying out loud - I even checked the freaking freezer. And I just can't remember, and it's hell.

Just don't start to smoke - it's so undignified turning your own home upside-down looking for cigarettes you hid from yourself!

Fingers and Toes

Though you're cutting off your nose to spite your face, it's sometimes sooo satisfying to bite the hand that's feeding you.

Do-able

It's almost summer here and that has absolutely nothing to do with the weather. It's a question of wheteher one has finished ones exams and when the new semester starts. Summer occurs in between. I'm handing in a small paper tomorrow and I kind of... well, sort of... uhmmm... I've yet to write it.
It's not really a question of whether it's do-able or not... one just really has to focus on 'summer' as above defined. HARD.